Our love story has a time limit. I don’t want to see you cry for me for the rest of my life. I can’t see your tears rolling down your red cheeks. I want to see you happy in this short time. I want to die without regret.
It was summer when I was ten, I heard doctor say to mommy and daddy that I have leukemia[白血病] (blood cancer) and it would be hard for me to live the age of 21 unless I had a spinal cord transplant[脊髓移植]. I heard it and you heard it too. You heard your daddy say it to my mommy and daddy. I didn’t cry but you did. It’s the first time someone besides my family cried for me. From then on, we were always together. We wrote our promises on a piece of paper. I promised to marry you when I grew up and you were willing to be my bride.
Our love story has a time limit. I want to decorate[装饰] your face with a smile. I am willing to sacrifice[牺牲] anything just to see the smile on your face. I want to remember each part of your face before I really can’t see it anymore.
Eight years after that, we were still together and you grew up and became a beautiful angel. I liked to see you play volleyball. The way you jumped, the way you celebrated your victory, the way you handled the game. You were the apple of my eye[心爱的人或物]. I loved you, my angel. I couldn’t always stay by your side because I was a burden. Then I decided to move to another school. Mommy and daddy agreed to let me choose my favorite school when I was in senior high school. I moved to another school without you knowing it but you still caught my eye. You entered the same school as I was. You said you didn’t want to be separated with me because you were my girlfriend. Yes, that was true, you were my beloved girlfriend. But I couldn’t let you waste your life by being with me. I acted rude to you and you left me with tears rolling down your lovely cheeks. Your eyes were blurred[模糊] with tears and I could see pain in them. I didn’t mean to be like that.
Our love story has a time limit. I want to spend the rest my life with you but I can’t stand to see you cry. When you are with me, you always cry. It makes me hurt to see you cry. I love you more than anything in this world, my beloved angel.
On my 20th birthday, you didn’t celebrate it for me like you always did. It was winter and I liked winter because it could numb[使麻木] all my pain and all my feeling. When I stared out of the window of the hospital, someone knocked the door. Yes, I was hospitalized[住院] again to be checked up. It was you who knocked on the door. You brought a cake and put it in front of me. You asked me to make a wish. Did you know what I wished for that day? I wished that you would always be happy even though I was not in this mortal[人的] world anymore. I blew out the candle and you put the cake aside. You took out something for the pocket from your coat. A present for me; a four-leaf clover[苜蓿] necklace. You said it would bring luck to the owner. You stared me in the eyes, the eyes that I liked so much and said to me to never leave you. I knew my condition well and I knew my time was running out. That day I took you on a date. We went to the place that you and I both like. We spent all day smiling and laughing. That’s what I wanted all my life, your smile and laughter. That night after our date, my condition got worse. I even had to wear an oxygen mask[氧气罩] but I asked your father and my family to say nothing about that. The day after my unforgettable birthday, I asked permission from my family and your father to take you out. They already knew it so they granted my wish. Our love story has a time limit. This will be the first and the last letter I have ever written to you. I know today is my time but I don’t want to die in my hospital bed. I want to die with you by my side at our favorite place, the flower garden. I am sorry I can’t keep my promise to marry you but I want you to know that I will always love you. I have wished to become your guardian angel when I leave. Goodbye and remember that I will always love you, my beloved angel.
我们的爱情故事有一个期限。我不想在余生里一直看着你为我哭泣。我无法看着泪水从你嫣红的脸颊上滑落。我想在这段短暂的日子里看到你开心快乐，便死而无憾了。
十岁那年的夏天，我听见医生对爸爸妈妈说我得了白血病（血癌），除非做骨髓移植手术，否则很难活到21岁。我听见了，你也听见了。你听见你的爸爸向我父母说明情况。我没有哭，你却哭了。有家人以外的人为我哭泣，这是我有生以来第一次。从那时开始，我们总是粘在一起。我们在一张纸上写下我们的誓约。我约定等我长大就娶你，你也愿意做我的新娘。
我们的爱情故事有一个期限。我想用笑容装点你的面庞。只要能看到你的笑颜，我愿意付出任何代价。在我再也无法看到你之前，我要牢记你的每一分音容笑貌。
八年之后，我们依然在一起，你出落成一个美丽的天使。我喜欢看你打排球——你蹦蹦跳跳，庆祝胜利，沉着应战。你是我的宝贝。我爱你，我的天使。我不能一直待在你身边，因为我是个负担。后来我决定转学。读高中时，爸爸妈妈让我自行选择喜欢的学校。我没有告诉你便去了另一所学校，但我又看见你了。你也入读了同一所高中。你说你不想和我分开，因为你是我的女朋友。是的，确实没错，你是我心爱的女朋友。但我不能让你和我一起浪费生命。我对你粗鲁无礼，你离开了，泪珠滑过你可爱的脸颊。你泪眼模糊，我能看到你眼中的痛苦。我并不想这样对你。
我们的爱情故事有一个期限。我想和你共度余生，但我无法看着你哭。和我在一起时，你总是在哭。我看着你的泪颜，难过极了。我爱你胜过世上一切，我心爱的天使。
我20岁生日那天，你没有像往常那样为我庆祝。那是个冬天，我喜欢冬天，因为冬天能麻痹我所有的痛苦和感觉。正当我凝视着医院的窗外，有人敲响了房门。是的，我又住院了，为了做检查。是你在敲门。你带来了蛋糕，将它放在我的面前。你让我许个愿。你知道那天我的愿望是什么吗？我希望你永远快乐，即使我已不在人世。我吹熄了蜡烛，你便将蛋糕放在一边，从大衣口袋里拿出了什么东西。那是给我的礼物，一条四叶草项链。你说它能给佩戴者带来好运。你用我深爱的那双眸子凝视着我，让我永远不要离开你。我说不出话来，也无法答应你。我很清楚自己的状况，也知道自己时日无多。那一天，我带你去约会。我们去了你我都喜欢的地方，一整天都在尽情欢笑。那就是我一生所求——你的笑容与笑声。约会结束后的那天晚上，我的状况恶化，甚至要用上氧气罩，但我让你父亲和我的家人什么都不要说。在我那难忘的生日之后的第二天，我请求家人和你父亲同意我带你出去。他们都知道我快不行了，满足了我的愿望。
我们的爱情故事有一个期限。这将是我写给你的第一封——也是最后一封信。我知道今天便是我的大限，但我不想死在病床上。我想死在我们最喜欢的那个花园里，有你陪在我身边。对不起，我无法兑现娶你的诺言，但我希望你知道我永远爱你。我希望我在离世后能变成你的守护天使。再见了，我心爱的天使，别忘了，我永远爱你。